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That's that
Oregon rejected me, too. No grad school for me this year.
I really wasn't expecting this. All the signs were pointing to yes - I had forged a good connection with one of their professors, I was invited to apply to the Oregon Bach Festival Composer's Symposium, I got in to the aforementioned symposium, I received warm e-mails from the school. I flew three thousand miles to visit. I had started communicating with them about my interest in applying in June. I just can't think of another thing I could have done. There must have been something, but no one was telling me what that was.
So here I am, stuck again for another year, when I'd rather be in school in Oregon. I was (and still am) prepared to make the sacrifices moving across the country would entail. It would be worth it.
So now I've got to go through this all again next year. And I'll be reapplying to Oregon and UMKC at least. I may be angry at them now, but I still like them. Hopefully I'll be able to communicate with their faculty over the summer and find out what I can do to improve my application for next year, find out what it was I turned out to be lacking. At least with Oregon, I can do some of that in person in June.
I really wasn't expecting this. All the signs were pointing to yes - I had forged a good connection with one of their professors, I was invited to apply to the Oregon Bach Festival Composer's Symposium, I got in to the aforementioned symposium, I received warm e-mails from the school. I flew three thousand miles to visit. I had started communicating with them about my interest in applying in June. I just can't think of another thing I could have done. There must have been something, but no one was telling me what that was.
So here I am, stuck again for another year, when I'd rather be in school in Oregon. I was (and still am) prepared to make the sacrifices moving across the country would entail. It would be worth it.
So now I've got to go through this all again next year. And I'll be reapplying to Oregon and UMKC at least. I may be angry at them now, but I still like them. Hopefully I'll be able to communicate with their faculty over the summer and find out what I can do to improve my application for next year, find out what it was I turned out to be lacking. At least with Oregon, I can do some of that in person in June.
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My mother used to say, "When God closes a door, he opens a window." We lived in a raised ranch at the time, so I couldn't help but wonder whether God was hoping I'd break my neck in the fall. However, we also had basement windows which were easy to climb up and out of, if one were willing to descend into the basement first. I'm sure there's some wisdom there, even if it's only, "Dandelion, you were a sick and twisted kid."
In any case, I hope the next opportunity that comes your way results in neither a slammed door nor a broken neck.
I'm not being helpful, am I? Sorry.
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Dammit.
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Make them feel good and awkward when you're out there in June. And don't forget that duskydawn was rejected from 28 schools over three years before she got into Harvard... You'll get there. You're too talented and hardworking a composer not to. It just may take a while.
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Oh yes, I very much intend to go out there and shine so brightly that they are just overcome with regret. And they'll have to give me answers for why I didn't get in and what I can do for my next application. They can't possibly spend two whole weeks hiding from me.
As Stef said, sometimes you're not so much applying as campaigning to get in.
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I have faith that you will get in somewhere that's right for you. Like you said - the door isn't shut, and you have a crowbar. (And I suppose that if all else fails, you can hit them with the crowbar :)
Hang in there! I know you'll make it!
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Nothing much else to say, really. You seem to be doing much better at maintaining a positive attitude than I can imagine myself doing in a parallel situation, for which I congratulate you—and I hope the
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I'm sorry you got put off for a year. And, I would guess there is not much of a bright side to all this, but I think it's cool that you are going out there in June. You will get a chance to wow them with your charm, wit, great talent, and deadly assassination techniques!
Anyway, keep trying. And as to a possible bright side... it'll be easier to get a Mac&Cheese again next year...
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I Grok
You know what you want, you're passionate, driven and unflagging. You are willing, able and boldly going forth. You'll make it. Trust me, I know.
Not one iota of doubt. Period.
Go You!
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